reading the posts of some of our band members just made me cry.
i mean. im not being emo or anything.
i donno. when we got the results
i was in a confused emotion.
i felt that i screwed up the performance
my sound killed the band.
i was disappointed in the results.
but then again i was okay with it.
i dont know.
reading their posts just made me happy.
touched.
i dont know. peiqin's blog is one example.
the appreciation she show to us exco.
i mean. i cant say that i've been a good major
sometimes i feel that i did not give my best to the band.
i did not show the correct attitude and the correct expression of my leadership.
sometimes i feel that i've failed
i shld not have been given the post as major.
i donno. but its too late for regrets dont you think?
seeing people like shijing, peiqin, amy,
*infamous* CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW, CAPTAIN of the BLACK PEARL, the one who escaped under the eyes of the seven agents of the East Indian Company, the one who sacked Port Nassau without firing a single shot.(eiji), adriel, niki and how could i forget. WILL TURNER(ron)
appearing for band practice unlike sec 1 and 2.
and someone has been given the post of dm. =P
i definitely know that YOU can do a even better job than me.
definitely.
i realised something from this competition.
the relations that i have build with some of you.
the process that we went through.
growing, empowering, learning,improving,
not to mention the endless laughter(thanks to THE crew)
and all the scoldings that we got.
its not the results that matter.
its the process.
and now i know that though we have a silver, its a gold in all our hearts.
cos of the much hard work we put in.
and time we spent together.
the memories we have built.
esp. for me, leaving.
though i have some regrets when leaving this band.
like not being able to acheive a gold in my last comp.
i know that this band has grown so much.
i'll be sad to go.
to know that im leaving.
but leaving its inevitable.
its hard to say goodbye. but i'll be BACK!.
right jack??! =D

one of the best things that happened to this band.
is mr sim's appearance.
without his patience encouragement, guidance and everything else.
we'll probably still be that boring, anti climax, predictable and lousy band.

to the exco.
you guys will do well. i know that. continue to work hard.
=D change from yr mistakes. become better leaders.

to My exco. well done ppl. for supporting me though im not a good leader.
well done. i'll miss being an exco with you.

to all my juniors.
you guys are the best things that happened to me.
the relationships i build if some of you.
the craziness we had.
pissing me off is fun right kj and glenn?
but it was fun.
you guys have grown so much
not that im that old. IM A DECEMBER BABY OKAY!!!
yeah.

i think madonna lied. when she said. "time goes by. so slowly"
liar.
welll. time has passed by tremendously fast.
its time to leave.
leaving is hard.
but coming back's easy. =D
its all over. my time as a member of KCB
but i know.
I'LL FREAKING BE IN THE ALUMNI RIGHT??!!
well. at least it does say that in the band blog. =D
oh wells. =D

TO KCB!
a gold. and then a gold with honours.
you guys kickass.
better be good and fun
then to be PRO and boring. =D
ahem.
adriel. it doesnt mean you can slack.
long post. MUAHAHAHAHA.


with LOVE!
delphne